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Yeah, so the halloween party went well.. for me, I dont know if the other people had fun. At about three we realized that my brother was still awake (he usually passes out before 12) it was really weird. un-needed info much? yeah the next day I went to visit Amy, we should hang out more then I fell asleep on her couch so I figured I should go home. When I got to coquitlam station I ran into some friends and they talked me into coming to the los furious (the furious now?) show in north van. It was pretty cool.

Halloween kinda blew. We left too late to go trick or treating and because the ground was wet my dress got soaked up to my knees, which made my shoes feel like sponges and my pants stick to my legs. Super uncomfortable. But yeah, because we left so late, we walked forever and only went to like... less than 10 houses. But me and Zak went to burger king before hand and got a bunch of chocolate for being in costumes. Probably the best part of the night.

Tonight was better. My mom and I were at A&W where my cousin and friend work and a bunch of the people from the halloween party showed up so we went to my brothers friends house because Shaun was supposed to go and we just tagged along. (Can anyone say run on sentence?) It was boring... big time. So we went outside for like 40 minutes and laughed our asses off. Well I did.. because I make lame jokes when Im cold.


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35 DAYS UNTIL THE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT!!!

56 DAYS UNTIL NEW YEARS!!!

wee! its my birthday on thursday! which means the new johhny depp movie comes out on friday.. oooh baby haha.. caitlin and myself went to go see krys today after school, i was hoping to see erica after school although he.. she.. what ever it is, never came by us, damn it.. well we now have guests so i should go.. good day

well today wasnt to shabby, hehe.. school wasnt extremely boring and i finished and handed in a socails assignment i think that is one of the few that i have handed in that was actually on time.. and somehow my TAC mark went from 35% to 55% in one day! it made me quite pleased.. i dont know why though. after school we went for sushi with krystina, cailin, charlotte, ember, miki, david and embers friend, i believe his name is rob.  then to value village. weee.. now, i am home awaiting the arrival of my gina! yay!.. i have nuts! wait, that sounds bad, i have honey roasted peanuts!although people who know me well enough know that i have a penis! must go.. im choking on nuts!

today was much of the same, caitlin wasnt at school because she is sick.. poor shnookums!i found out i am failing textiles.. what the hell! i was told easy marks! why the hell else would i take that class?! jesus christ.. im also failin socials and most likely science.. im sure i have a good mark in spanish though so that is good. at least there is sushi tomorrow. wee i havent been for sushi in soo long... my gina is comming down tomorow! yay! she is the wonderful lady who gave me my puppy and let me stay with her most of the summer.. i miss not seeing her everyday like i did in the past... i hate it when people move away.. my puppy calls to me, i should go

i feel so alone right now. i have cried so much since my tears have returned that i know very soon i will not be able to cry again. today was such a bad day, i lost my god damn bus pass, fell while walking home from the bus stop, and felt like screaming all day, plus my head was throbbing. on a better not my birthday is in 8 days! yay! oh and i cant forget caitlin's, which is in 7... there is so much i want to say but i cant... what ever, im going to go play with my puppy now..

im sooo happy. i finally got the courage to ask my dad and shar if i could move in with them and they said they would love it if i lived with them. tat is such a relief... plus i went to vallue village and got new shoes... very good. so my dad told me to finish this school year at glen, of course and to start comming over every weekend.. i have to go eat now

well today was very interesting, apart from going to school for the second time this week, i fell asleep in socials and awoke to the teacher calling my name.. why cant they just let you rest.. it is for your learning benifit! well lunch was unusual, i aquired another pet name for someonme, that would be 'toddles'. we had a spirt assembly from 2-3 so caitlin need_nikname and i went to roxies roxies_star instead, the teachers are every where in that school when you want to leave. we met krys vesperjade and stephen for sushi, then were met by ember goddessember who came for sushi.. oh by the way look what i can do now!! links! oooh im special, no more messin up for me (im really slow) we rented movies and went to embers house to watch them. followed by MANY condom ballons, filled with water or alot of air, i wanted to put one over my head but i decided against it. stephan popped a water filled one over my head :(... and i believe i will be covered in bruises the next time i check from the many tickle fights:D and dog piles with caitlin, krys, stephen and spike! yay for spike.. soo cute:D well krys and stephen left shortly after one of embers friends arrived, caitlin says he didnt have an ass, it was more of a 'tush'.. we had great fun and created new pet names that cannot be discussed, although they are wonderful.  caitlins mom forgot about us so her dad came to pick us up at about 1ish.. we walked through the park by all the home dawgs and pyro-necropheliacs... they kill you, light your body on fire and then make 'sweet, sweet love' to your burning corpse.. interesting huh? the girl living in embers house had the greatest hat, it said 'jesus is my home boy' i wanted it... well i think that is about all... yes yes.. oh katie! you got me 100% on that spanish thing! yay!

well the past few days have been extremely shitty. i am sick so i havent been going to school but this house is extremely boring and i have nothing to do. i think i got sick when katie and i went on our little adventure up the hill where she lives to a fancy shmancy neighborhood where i believe 8 houses had christmas lights and security gaurds driving around. i rescued a mini pilon from some persons driveway because it didnt look happy and wanted to join mr. water's family. i didnt have the courage to aask my dad if i can move in with him this weekend. i am just really scared that he will say no and then my mom will rub it in my face that my dad doesnt want me and how everything else in his life is so much more important to him than me. when you hear it often enough you start to believe it. i figure that i can do it over the phone seen as he wants me to call him this week. on a better note i got a christmas presant this weekend! we went to visit my aunt for her birthday and she gave me gift certificates for silver city, this must explain why i want to see a movie so bad this weekend. i have a tendancy to spend my money once i get it, the same with gift certificates. i probably shouldnt use them until we go to see the new johhny depp movie comes out because i may not have money at that time. im hungry now and shall go feast on cold, veggi pizza.

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oh deary me.. caitlin is over at my house now.. i can only go out one night this weekend so she has come over.. nothing to much has happened in the past while and so i have not had anything to post... caitlin and i took a what dysfunctional care bear are you.. we were both gay bear.. it made caitlin cry on my kitchen floor.. ha! i guess i should entertain her.. more quizes should do the trick.. must get damn rap out of my head.. thanks alot david! grrrrr.. playing rap music.. tsk tsk

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ok so i am seriously considering moving in with my dad. i know i hate him and i would probably end up getting extremely pissed off at him quite often but it has to be better then being with my mom. every single day she makes me feel like shit. i have lost every urge to defend or stand up for myself when she starts insulting me. she is so god damn oblivious that everything she does or says effects me so much. she constantly accuses me of locking myself in my room and not being part of the family.. well guess what.. when i tell you i dont want to be part of the family i mean it jack ass! holy shit how long does it take someone to get the message when you say it so blunt?! ahh she makes me soo mad!!! okay so i have forgotten everything i wanted to say argh why does this always happen.. ill finish it later

yes i didnt fail my math exam! i got 60ish% so its all good. i feel soo full from the massive amounts of sushi and tempura that was consumed by me krys and heather. soo much sushi! we had more condom fun today:D we were in 7-11 buying candy and saw tropical condoms. they were sented, colourful and flavourful:D soo yummy and then they were filled with water haha it was all great fun until somethings got killed.. all 3 condoms died:( well 4 if you count the mini water condom i was playing with to pass time until krys came back to me. it exploded and covered me in water.. caitlin and krys kept harassing me and dragging me all over the florr then they stole my shoes and i still dont have them back because caitlin took them.grrr.. so i have come to the conclusion my dog is slowly becoming a crazy childs toy. first she would click and twitch while sleeping, then she would sit and buzz and today when she came to see me when i got home she started making distubing noises.. it was almost like she had a defective recording.. or like you put a talking toy in a sink full of water.. i am scared of her. my moms dog is brokent o..she is sitting in the middle of the floor making noises.. theyre all plotting against me!ahh!

yes so yesterday was a good day. i made my mom drive me around maple ridge to find sencond hand store things and found quite a few ones i likes.. oh and i got new skates because i have none and hate renting them because yes, they hurt me. caitlin, me and katie went skating and made complete jack asses of ourselves.. we danced to the horrible, horrible music and yes, consumed much diet coke. theyre right, it is addictive:D.. not when it has this nasty pure alberta vodka shit in it *shakes head* caitlin and me walked to 7-11 at, say 1 and waited for her friend chris to come over. i made friends with sid and shaun who were working there. it was very entertaining. chris brought a bakc pack that was full of candy and pure alberta vodka. i came up to see katie in the house and ended up staying with her the night. we drank vodka mixed with diet coke, mixed with 5 alive *hangs head in shame* the alberta stuff is to gross to drink straight.. to drink even.. people shouldnt.i found a bump on the roof of my mouth and spent quite a while trying to convince katie to touch it.. she never did. i have an exam on monday in the morning, as do caitlin and darcie and i owe darc sushi from the winter break thing so i must get money.. and money to pay krys back.. and money for something else.. i dont remember.. i have no money so now i have to devise a plan to get some which micht include whoring caitlin again. that is how we got the money for skating!:D

argh! why do i always fuck things up! ok so you shouldnt click on the link things this is a debacle of biblical proportions! ahh ok yes so i did something wrong and now i am mad.. but i did what it said to do i dont understand! and i have no idea how to fix it and yes now i am embarassed at how stupid i am.. see krys computer hate me!!!!! oh yes and it is mouse16 with no underscore.. more stupidity leaking through... *hangs head in shame* ill leave now.. food dosnt hate me like computers do

i am still appauled that caitlin's mom was insulting me.. she was talking about how bright caitlin was and how she is not applying herself and then she said she she wanted caitlin to be smart and not be like me! after she tried to make it better by saying she didnt insult me but ya know thats just like when shes drunk and claims to know the alphabet.. they are both lies.. some people *shakes head* then she started telling me how models are chosen because of their teeth and hair.. i think that would explain why so many are so ugly.. so today i had an english exam an then hung out with darcie which is something that i havent done in soo long.. it was strange to be around her again..my skirt is almost done and not as long as i thought it would be so i am really happy.. although it was to big and i had to make alterations.. well my mom did it, i guess she was feeling generous.. all that i have left to do is the bottom part thing.. yes must go find food now.. good day

argh so i failed my math test today.. i hope that it doesnt amount for much and i still pass.. ahh must go now..

ahhhh! must.. kill..die.. die!! ahh i want to kill hillary duff soo much! she stalked me again today. it seems everywhere i go she is there.. whether in a picture, her shitty ass music or whatever the hell else she does.. i am at my dads this weekend and have actually convinced him to let me onto his computer :D yay! that never happens.. we actually it was my step mom who said i could use it but still yay! there is no MSN though and that makes me very sad.. i thought today that i would enjoy trying to fly down from the deck and then i realized i would only enjoy iy until i hit the ground.. then there would be the damn feelings of regret.. until i would realize that i could fly! i have always said that i could.. dont take my bad landing skills as my not being able to fly because i can!!! my moms boyfriend made a comment of trying to fly at one point in his teenage years and failing.. i think there would have been many drugs involved.. suddenly i have much energy.. it must be all the talk about flying.. i am soo bored! nothing to do! i made most of a skirt today and then i realized that it is extremely long and i am gunna wreck it the fist time i wear it and that i didnt get a zipper so i am either gunna have to walk around holding it up or wait until i have more money to buy one.. i think i shall wait.. i have had to hold up clothing before and it is not exactly fun.. i want to watch tv but lofrd of the rings is being watched and i am not a fan.. it scares me to my.. oh i forget what to say kaite.. im sorry.. impending death? ahh fuck it i wont remeber.. well i am gunna shut up now.. good day

well i figured that sinse i havent updated in a while i should.. i am here at jennysdevil_or_angel4getting a bus coupon because i spent all my money on sushi at lunch.. yes so while she is trying to convince her frind to drive me home i have taken over her computer.. some how, i dont know jow the subject has changed from him driving me home to katie touching me and how i am superior to them all! muhahahaha! well i spent the weekend all alone, i was suppost to go to a ycl meeting with krysvesperjade but couldn'y go.. then on sunday i cleaned my room.. such a fun weekend *rolls eyes* well good day i must go home now..

mmmm sleep... i fell asleep on the couch while we were watching a movie and when i woke up this morning i had no idea where i was.. it scared me... last night was sooooooo cold! we were gone for a hour and i practically died! when we got back cailtin and me put of feet into warm water to hopefully regain feeling.. that is when we discovered what we thought was frost bite on the ankle. katie didnt think it was cold enough to get frost bite and looked it up on the internet. it said it would look white and feel waxy, caitlin had like a patch of white, waxy skin... before we left we were watching tv, i dont know what.. well caitlin saw a commercial with someone making grilled cheese sandwhiches with an iron and ironing board and decided to do the same.. they were quite flat! it was funny... ok.. i want to wake up caitlin buit i am afraid of the violence! she hurts me when i wake her up and i tried to wake up katie but she ignored me...